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Monday, October 29, 2012

Needing a Miracle

Audrianna is in desperate need of a miracle right now, her poor little body has just had enough and she is having trouble breathing on her did a chest xray yesterday and it showed that her lungs are filling with fluid which is causing her breathing problems so she is now on 3 percent oxygen just to keep her o2 levels at 96-97percent....her belly is hard and distended and they arent sure why. Today we had a CT Scan done and after infectious disease looked at it they ruled out bacterial pneumonia and Pneumocystis pneumonia (PCP) which both would have been horrifying in someone with such a weekened immune system BUT they still have not found out why the fevers are there or why her lungs are filling with fluid:( this point the docs have told us that since she started back sliding so quickly that if they cannot get this under control she will continue go downhill...the docs asked me if it came to it if i would want her intubated and have them try everything possible to save answer was NO, i do not want her on a tube where she cannot talk, i want her to be able to say she loves us if she is dying i want to be selfish enough to say i want to hear her last words to me dammit. Audrianna would not want to live like a vegetable hooked up to a tube not being able to talk or hug us, she would want to say goodbye. As i sit by her bed at night i listen to her in her sleep having conversations with people, i asked her who she was talking to and she said the angel's....last night i heard her ask someone if it was time to get yet, i think she knows the time is close but she is holding on because there is so much more she still wants to do, im just not sure her little body is going to let her do it....but im hoping her fighting spirit will win out one more time and she can at least leave this hospital and come home with us.


  1. My prayers go out to you and to little Audrianna. She is gods special little angel. I know this will be hard but I read your updates everyday and my heart really goes out to you and your family.

  2. I am so very sorry for you all. God bless your sweet Audrianna. I pray she suffers no more pain. I pray for a miracle.

  3. God bless your little girl. This is just heart breaking news. As I sit here sobbing for your family, I will not stop praying for the miracle your baby deserves <3

  4. Prayers for you and your family. I pray that God gives you your miracle and that your baby doesn't have to endure any more pain.

  5. God bless Audrianna. Always in my prayers.

  6. I'm so sorry. Praying for you all.

  7. My prayers are sent for you and your family, that you may be granted the miracle you so desperately need. xx

  8. Since the very first day...I read your posts and updates and cannot believe the suffering your little girl has endured and continues to suffer to this very day...she is strong and you should be a very proud young child should have to go through what she is going through...I lost a brother to cancer in 1969 so know what you and your family are going through...hopefully...your daughter will find comfort in the arms of the angels...believe in miracles...

  9. Blessings to Audrianna.... peace & strength to you all. I think I would video some of those conversations with the angels <3. I'm saying a prayer for your little lady. Prayer can change things! Cancer stinks.

  10. Hold her close and warm. Love her as long as you have her, and she'll watch over you for the rest of your days. God bless.

  11. I am praying for your precious little girl. You both have amazing strength and love is surrounding you. There are so few words that could bring you comfort now. just know so many people are praying for you. Sending lots of support, healing, loving prayers your way. <3

  12. Angela,

    Audrianna was posted as the Cole's Pages featured family tonight. You can her on the home page at until Friday night.

    I pray Audrianna improves VERY soon and she can go home.!!! I pray she gets a miracle.

    ♥♥ Love ya!! ♥♥
    C.O.L.E.'s Foundation
    (Caring Openly, Loving Eternally
    Sandy Daron

  13. Our prayers for a miracle are with your family.

  14. Please look into this, my heart has been burdened for this little girl for two days and I've never even met her. A miracle may not be as far away as it seems:

    There is an excellent documentary on Netflix called "The Gerson Miracle." It has all of the information.