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Monday, June 21, 2010


Ok so today has been the shittiest day ever so far grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!Audrianna is supposed to be on a Pain Pump(PCA) of Dylaudid for pain management while she gets this round of chemo and she has had it twice before BUT now the hospital is saying the way they did it before was an ERROR and they can't do it without an IV!! Audri doesnt want an IV and started screaming the minute they mentioned IV and last time she had one she tried to pull it out uughh. I have been fighting with them all goddamn day to get the PCA and nope they wont do it becaue pharmacy wont sign off on it SOOOOOO now she is getting oral meds that dont work as well:( Doctors are tellin me that by wednesday she will probably be in so much pain we will be begging for the damn IV but right now im sticking to my guns and making them leave her alone. So at this point im afraid to even leave her room incase someone goes in there and does something without me there....UUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i Just want her to be better goddamit i just want her not to have to suffer that to much to freaking ask??? I am so damn angry i swear to god i just want to punch someone and the next person that gets in my face i might, so ya'll might see me on the news lol Local Neuroblastoma Mom Loses her Cool and beats up the doctor! Ok i have to go so her dad can leave i'll update more later!


  1. That is really crappy. :( I really hope they wouldn't do something without your consent, especially knowing how you feel about it.

    As always, Audrianna is in my thoughts & prayers every night! <3

  2. I'm so sorry, Angie. The poor honey. =( My advice is to go ahead and punch a doctor/nurse. Yeah, they try to help and all but come on. She had it, previously, that way. Makes zero sense. Why make her go through yet one MORE thing that sucks? They need to make her (and you) comfortable.

    We're here if you need us, love. Give Audrianna many hugs and kisses, especially from Ms. Destiny.

  3. This really stinks. Hopefully they will continue to respect your wishes. My thoughts and prayers are wiith you. Hang in there and stay strong