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Audrianna is going for her MRI tomorrow to see the new tumors in her Liver and on her Vena Cava with a closer look and hopefully find out if they can be biopsied to see if they are live or dead cells and if the treatment she is on is working or if we need to switch to a new course, please keep her in your prayers tonight!This has been a very scary 2 weeks not knowing what course of action they are going to take for our girl:( all we know is they are tellin us not to wait on things like her make-a-wish, to do them as soon as we can.As a mom this terrifies me because if they are saying to move things up so she doesnt miss them it makes me feel lik they are preparing for the worst.The doctors say its because the course of treatment she is going to undergo could make her ill and she wont want to go anywhere later, either way its very scary!I am terrified of the results of this MRI although i feel in my heart that the tumors are going to be live cells just like they originally said and i cant make myself think otherwise because then if/when they are live cells id be devestated all over again.Being the parent of a critically ill child SUCKS,there is no way around it, you have to make decisions and here things that no parent should ever have to do. No Parent should ever have to outlive there child and no parent should have to watch there child suffer.Ok just sitting here talking about this im getting hives im so freaked out so its time to log off. Thank You all in advance for your prayers!
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Im Adding a family picture of all of us at EASTER so everyone can see how beautiful her and her sister were!
They are beautiful! I am praying for you all. Especially for Audrianna that God will heal her of this horrible disease!
ReplyDeleteFound your site through FB on a Make a wish post. I hope your daughter gets her wish. I HATE neuroblastoma, I lost my 6 year old son to it, 5 years ago. I hope the doctors are able to find a treatment that works. From one NB mom to another, I know how difficult it is. If you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here. Hoping for the best. -Mo
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for everything your going through. I can completely understand. I lost my son 5 years ago this May, not from cancer but a diaphermatic hernia, he was 3 months and 20 days old. It's feels like know one could ever understand the pain i was feeling inside through all the surgeries and all the waiting, you just want them to be better, to feel better. I remember when the doctors made me feel like he didn't have much time left, it brought me to my knees and all I could do was pray. It went like a roller coaster everyday was different. there came a point where I just started to not listen to the dr's anymore and just put my son in gods hands, and really thats all you can do. I will pray for you and pray god will make your little girl better. I know it's hard to feel strong at a time like this in your life but i promise things will not always seem this hard. please give her a kiss and hug from my family and I. You will be in my thoughts and prayers tonight. Just one thing to remember from one mother to another, take care of yourself, because if you don't do that you can give your whole self to anyone else. Let someone take care of you for alittle while. let me know if you ever just want someone to talk to or anything you need. -Christie F Sand Springs, OK
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for what you are going through and the losses the other posters have gone through! I lost my first son, John, to SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome) on June 14, 1998 when he was 5 days short of 3 months.
ReplyDeleteAgain, I am sooooo sorry for all you are/have been going through! I participated in a fundraiser last summer for a little boy around me who also has neuroblastoma. If you have any additional fundraisers let me know if I can help!
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